So Many Ships, So Little Time


UfYH jealousy

It’s really hard not to feel envious of the work everyone else is getting done, while I’m still just working on making my bed every day. I want to find a way to motivate myself through this without getting bogged down in the “I’m not doing enough” feelings, because I know logically and realistically I’m doing what I can, when I can. It’s just hard to completely believe that when my anxiety rears its ugly head.

I can do this. I AM doing this. My path isn’t the same as anyone else’s. It is better for me to go at a pace I can withstand (and maintain) than to rush and wear myself out, or slide back into another flare-up. I can get there better by going a little at a time than if I try and keep up to anyone else’s pace and sabotage my success so far. Keep that in mind, me. STAY ON THE PATH, it’ll be okay. I can do this.

Okay, let’s hope some of that sinks in, and I’ll keep working on positively motivating myself to stick it out in a reasonable pace instead of berating myself for not keeping up to others. I know what’s best for my health and well-being, and I just have to trust that - and go easy on myself!!

I can do this.